This morning, I went to redbox with my bro and his girlfriend.
OH, I haven't gone to red box to spend my whole effort to scream or shout for a long time.
I'm so rejoiced^_^.
HOWEVER, MY LEGS WERE SO PAIN!!SORRY, MY DEAR LEGS, IM NOT PUPOSELY TO HURT BOTH OF YOU. WHAT CAN YOU BLAME ON IS THE PAIR OF HIGH HEELS!!!haha. Indeed, high heels make a girl becomes more confident.
BUT, female who has wore high heels before will definitely know how PAIN,PAIN,PAIN,is it!
OH. THIS IS A SHORT GIRL'S FATE!><
The most happiset moment for a girl is when she is taking off her high heels!!!!

F.T ISLAND
OH, Im so sad that oppas didn't get any awards in Mnet.
This year is an intense rivalry for Korea singers.
Many new group has appeared in this year and yet the awards don't even increased.
So, we can imagine that how though to survive in Korea as a singer.
HOWEVER, IT DIDN'T AFEECTED THE PERCENTAG OF MY LOVE TO FT OPPAS. Chance are always "standing" there and waiting for you!!

2009 第24屆Golden Disk Award 2009/12/10 19:00 ~ 22:00
==== Disk 入围者====
Super Junior - Sorry, Sorry
G-Dragon - Heartbreaker
SG Wanna Be - Vol.6 - Gift
李承哲 - Mutopia
Drunken Tiger - Feel Ghood Muzik : The 8th Wonder
徐太志 - Atomos
申彗星 - Side 2: Keep Leaves
Bobby Kim - Love Chapter 1
曹成模 - Second Half
張基石和臉 - 一切勉強生活
Epik High - E
李素拉 - Winter Song
白智英 - Sensibility
李勝基 - Shadow
FTIsland - Cross & Change
朴孝信 - Gift Part 1

Today is a windy and rainy day.It was raining heavily just now when I was in the classroom. The rain seems drug to wake me up suddenly in a boring atmosphere.THANKS GOD. I felt more euphoric after the rain. The scene of the rainy day was so romantic. Leaves blew everywhere and the wind passed by my face, LOVE THIS FEELING! I thought that I was just dazing and striving to achieve my goal, BUT I HAVE TOTALLY OBLIVIOUS TOWARDS THESE BEAUTIFUL NATURAL SCENERY!!HA~We should learn to be satisfied, right?ha~

I felt rejoiced in the school. HOWEVER, ALL HAVE ABSOLUTELY CHANGED AFTER SCHOOL! ALL JUST BECAUSE OF THE MATRON!!stupid "obasang"!SHE IS A NUISANCE!! I HAVE DONE WHAT SHOULD I DO AFTER SHE WARNED ME!!!OK~~SHE WAS JUST BLAMING ON ME WITH THE NONSENSE! I know she hates me, whatever ,Im not care, I HATE HER TOO!! I just want to lead a simple hostel life, OK? NO! I have to drag out a miserable life once she stay in the school. I didn't against the regulations in this year, OK? I think that she hates me since last year. OK!!SHE TOTALLY IS A STUPID PENDENDAM!! SHE TOTALLY IS AN OLD WOMAN!!!!

I scare xin yu cannot be my roomates, I scare Callie's room far apart from my room next year!!!
I SCARE!!!!!!!!
p/s:GOD BLESS

Geez, today is a sunny and scorching day. Unfortunately, my mood is absolutely different with the weather.

HUMAN really is an unpredictable animal, no matter me, or you. I have never admitted that I know myself well, but why you can so "confident" to say what feeling I am. SIGH. THIS IS ENOUGH. Whenever I tried to cry against what have you said( what have you said really not what I was thinking about ==), you would say"OK,OK. NO. NO."such an irritating word. I'M NOT DENYING. SHOULD I ALWAYS TALK EVERY MOMENT?CANT I KEEP QUIET ?CANT I CLOSE MY MOUTH?SHOULD I ALWAYS OPEN MY MOUTH AND TALK?
I repeat: I didn't talk doesn't mean I'm sad.

Furthermore, this sort of question you have asked not just once, you were repeating. It's really a little bit outrage me.I said nothing because I really didn't know what should I answer you. If I explained, it seems I was just finding a pretext. I think I'd better keep silence because I think that I know my myself more than you.

Now, SOMETHING HAS RECALLED ME.This happened last week.. I wept over this, my tear dropped over this.This jeopardize and harm me deeply. This is the first time and maximum hurt I have ever been. All of you thought I was easily bullied and I am not care, so you can say, you can do anything you want?!
I pretended as NOTHING DOESN'T MEAN I'M GENEROUS, I JUST DON'T WANT TO CREATE AN IMPASSE AND EMBARRASSED ALL OF US. that's all.

I find a new target..Mukai Osamu. Haha, i think that when all of you see this post, you will sigh and roll your eyes, RIGHT? ESPECIALLY THREE OF YOU....== I also dont know how long I will indulge on this guy, but at least I've seriously and crazyly to do what should a "fans " be when I am indulging on him!!(UNLIKE SOMBODY, JUST SAY SUCH WORD "IM HIS/HER FANS, BUT DO NOTHING AND KNOW NOTHING!==)

I also dont know how can I be so fickle.I also dont know how can all of you can be so loyal. Maybe I havent found a true IDOL in my life!!HAHA, Im waiting for her/him.COME ON!! Although maybe I wont set M.O be my idol later, at least he is my favorite artist and HAS BEEN CHOSE IN HANDSOME J.ARTIST LISTS IN MINE.haha~~

BUT ACTUALLY I THINK HE IS QUIT UNFORTUNATE. HE HAS ALREADY 27 YEARS OLD! Maybe somebody thinks that 27 is still young, but he is quite old among J.artists. SIGH! BUT HE HASNT BE VERY FAMOUS. ~~im waiting~~~im waiting~~~

AND NOW!!Actually I was quite sad after I found his details because wikipedia recorded he is a drinker and smoker!!!(SIGH!HATE LAH~~) Furthermore, he has been a part-time BARTENDER for 12 years!!!!OH MY GOSH!! HOW COMPLICATED HIS SOCIALBILITY!

And the sadnest is he confessed that HE HAS DATED WITH 7 GIRLS when he was interviewed in a TV show named "Oshareism"!!!However, I couldnt find this video, but i found Akanishi Jin in this tv show!!It was exteremely funny!! Japenese sophisticated host is "yi ji bang"des!!!KYLIN, GO AHEAD AND WATCH IT!

M.O's SCANDAL!!!=====
2 ARTISTS!!==
1)芦明星（gomene~I cant find her japenese name, I've tried my best!) OH MY GOSH!!aA super, sexy beauty!! NO WONDER M.O. scandalized with her! Kylin, do you remember her, she acted as a sexy cope in Bloody Monday!!!YOU REMEMBER HER???

2)Mitsuki Tanimura (What the heck? )She just 17 y ears old!!!I 100% wont believe this scandal!!!DONT!! PLEASE!!I DONT LIKE HER!!!Kylin, we' ve seen her before too!!She acted as a pregnant student in 14 YEARS OLD MOTHER!!!do you remember her???
I DONTLIKE HER!!!!!

Mukai Osamu!!^^

Horikita Maki~~
Although I fonds of Maki, I dont think that Mukai will like her because Mukai looks like will fond of sexy, mature woman...Maki looks like too baby!!!!==

SEXY MUKAI!!!SEX!!IN THIS MAGAZINE!!====

I went insane!!!How dare am I to say that??!!But, that is fact!!I have told her.That's not my fault..==She kept on asking me!!!And I was so tired to say a falsehood and I just told her straightly.Actually, I paused in a minute after I realized that I have pressed ENTER!!!My heart beats so swift!!!WHAT THE SHIT HAve I DONE??However, I felt more relax and comfortable after I have told her.

But, I reckon that she has known it before.Was she just acting and pretending?Indeed, she is an odd person.And what is more ridiculous is, she did not believe!!She said I was just telling a whopper!!!What the....I couldnt believe that this was her response after I used my entire courage to confess my love.

When I have a crush on her?It's FORM2!Sigh!Almost 2 years!!!I kept on asking myself what is the reason to make me fall into her tricks.It's no answer. Perhaps this is the fate.Actually, when I was FORM 2, my friend told me that she has known it.BUT, luckily she just pretended nothing has she known and we are still friends.Thanks god!

Sigh.Besides that, the relationship between her girlfriend and her is maintained almost 2 years too.I think that their love is so strong. Although I was not feel well when I saw them were waking together and a dazzling smile appeared in her face, what can i do?Nothing!

Although I did not confess my love at in front of her, although what have i done just through MSN, I definitely felt more comfortable. Thanks for my crazy!